پارادوکس چربی 

از یک طرف باور عمومی این هست که چاقی دلیل دیابت نوع دو هست. از سوی دیگر باور دانشمندان این هست که چربی قهوه ای موجب جلوگیری از دیابت میشود. کدامیک را باید پذیرفت؟

البته راه در رو این هست که ان نوع چاقی که سبب ابتلا به دیابت میشود، چربی سفید هست!  از آنسو دانشمندان پی برده اند که این دو چربی به همدیگر قابل تبدیل هستند. و حالا هم دنبال اینوهستند که پیدا کنند چگونه میشود چربی سفید را به چربی قهوه ای تبدیل کرد.

من فکر میکنم این شکل تناقض امیز مواجهه شده با مساله چاقی و دیابت، از اینجا نشات میگیرد که انها بررسی هایشان را روی مقطع جداگانه متمرکز کرده اند و قادر نیستند کلیت مساله را درک کنند. قاعدتا اگر بررسی در فرد دیابتی انجام پذیرد و یا در فرد در حال ابتلا انجام پذیرد، دو دسته جواب متفاوت خواهیم گرفت. ادم دیابتی دیگر تمام سدهایی  که او  را از دیابتی شدن باز میداشته را شکسته و قطعا حکمی که برای او هست و نتایجی که از بررسی او بدست میاید، قابل انطباق به ادم چاقی  که هنوز   دیابت نگرفته نادرست هست. همین قسم کج بینی در مورد حیوانات آزمایشگاهی هم اتفاق می افتد. بنظرم مادام که بررسی ها همه جانبه نباشد این تناقض ها وجود خواهد داشت و برای بررسی همه جانبه لازم هست تئوری مان از دیابت دگرگون شود و چنان شود که دو بخش محیطی و مغزی را توامان در بر بگیرد

تردید

خیلی سخت است رفتن به زیر دین برای پیشبردن یک طرح تولیدی آنهم در ایران که هیچ ثباتی را نمی پذیرد و برای من ئی که هیچ پشتوانه محکمی ندارم که هیچ بلکه قارچ های غربتی هم در برم می رویند.
ریسمان محکم کجاست که خویش را بر ریسه های آن آویزان کنم؟.
روز های سرگردانی که بارها و بارها به آن رسیده بودم آغاز شده. خواب کوچه پس کوچه های ایام کودکی ام را می دیدم و یک گربه اشرافی که نه جسارت نزدیک شدنش را داشتم و نه توان دل برکندن.آیا این حکایت بیداری من نیز هست؟

Aniversory of a fake election

I came to Iran to prevent Ahmadinejad rfom his re-election. Eventhough I couldn't stop his men form doing his dirty job, I become one of millions to stand against his cheating since 12 June 2009. Today is anniversory of that day that we start our rulley. We nighter stop nor even give up our willing. Ahmadineja and hid Leader Khamaneei never understand our willing for they are sinking in their hand made pool.

Tirgan festival

Co-existence of life and death

When my eldest brother passed away I started to recreate him inside myself. My mission came across with a new concept which I was remembered by a lesson from Deepak Choppra. ....
I began to view the life in a different way. I used to divide the universe to two separate realms; life and afterlife or earth and heaven.

In this view you have to wait till your death time to join the other realm, heaven. This theory didn't satisfy my thirsty to join my beloved, departed persons. So I started to find a rout to pass through to get the other part, if there is any.
Recently I am noticing that everything that I used to think that is real, might be unreal. A virtual existence instead of a real one, a potential to exist instead of already exist material are the result of my new way of thinking.

Searching for the Truth

I am dreaming that I am in Tabriz and trying to go my cousin’s tomb. Through phone I keep asking the address from my elder brother, Jahangi. Even thought I am confused during the first calls, Finally I found out that the address which my brother trying to remind me is Emamiyeh cemetery. I find myself in the Mortars sections, according to Jahangirs guidance and surprisingly I notice that photos and tomb information has been covered very neatly with packed plants. Moreove, some chains tightly has bonded those plants to the grave's stone and at the same time all the photos of mortars and plants and the chains have covered with very tight glasses, so much as it makes that impossible to access to the identity of the mortars. I desperately scanned all graves and couldn't find my cousin’s, Yosef, grave. At this moment one guy approaches me and asks me what I am looking for and I say that I am looking for my cousin’s grave. He pretend that he knows him but again our search to find the grave starts with the unsuccessful attempts.

Love and Faith

That's time to think about the real value of live one more time. This is the issue that I've thought about many times. However this is another chance to write about that, having dreamesd that my love has caught cancer and for 5 cossecutive days I didn't heard any back to my messages. . Love brings you joy which is in the opposite site of Faith's offer: a heavenly gift. The former is real and tangble while the latter is virtual and nontangble. For someone who think that the life is a mortal and transient event, joyful living would be a undoubtful choice.